i had to leave

n.b.z.

i check on you
more than i wish i do
i wish i could ignore
and i’m always wishing
i could move on

i didn’t see a reason
to stay
yet i still searched
every crook and cranny
i wanted to find something
anything at all

yet all i found
was all i ever knew there;

emptiness

i know, i know it was
never
your intention
to make me feel what i do

but it’s what’s i feel
if i could change it
i would
in a heartbeat

i can’t
i’ve tried
i’m sorry

maybe this just
wasn’t the road for me

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